Friday 17 May 2013

The Father


The Father

He was strong and proud
Hat flecked with dust
Face smeared with oil
He was my Dad

He hailed from a time
When life was black and white
The world a simpler place
When things made sense

He loved his kids
Polished his car on Sundays
A wife was for keeps
Not just until her beauty fades

And Saturdays
The Labour Club to watch a turn
With chicken in the basket
In suit and tie

How the modern world bemused him
Tattoos and Ladyboys
Replace national service
And long Apprenticeship

Tracksuits and shaven heads
Make him yearn for a time
When gay meant happy
And blackberry was just a fruit

My Dad! Lived through a war
Uncomplicated
Uncompromising in certain ways
He was of his time

As his generation fade away
It  breaks my heart
They will be missed
He will be missed!


By  Carol Ann Atkinson
 All rights reserved
17/5/2013

Thursday 20 December 2012

Here comes Christmas!


Here comes Christmas

Christmas is coming
And I am getting fat
Spending all my money
On a load of useless tat

Writing loads of Christmas cards
For friends I never see
And one`s I met on holiday in 1983

We have to watch the telly
Especially the Queens Speech
And lots of corny, old time films
The remote is out of reach

We buy a case of dirt cheap beer
and drink some dodgy sherry
Some snowballs and a sparkling wine
Should really make us merry

A turkey that could feed the world
Is deffo what we need
We`re sick of it by Boxing Day
But we must sate our greed

So have a jolly Christmas day
Lets hope it wont be awful
do what makes you feel real good
Just try to make it lawful!

Merry Christmas everyone!

copyright (c) Carol Ann Atkinson 
20/12/2012

Sunday 12 February 2012

Wednesday 4 February 2009

Tuesday 3 February 2009

Poems on You Tube

Poems on You Tube

I`ve read a few poems out on You Tube. Cos I`ve only got crap webcam the qualitys not very good so I`ve used a blck and white flickery mask on it to give it an old fashioned look. I know - it doesnt look great but I`m hunting out a decent camcorder this week so I can make some better quality films.
If you want to take a look the link for my channel is http://uk.youtube.com/liverpoolboxingbaby
Dont expect too much though...............................

Monday 2 February 2009

Losing you

Losing You
Today I looked at you
And wondered who you were?
You looked the same
Smelt the same
Had the same air about you
But you were gone
Your smile curls with contempt
When once alight with pleasure
And eyes that crinkled with love
Now flat, Artic orbs that do not see
Although they look at me
In dispassionate scrutiny
Today I looked at you
And wondered where you were?
A lover's bed
A winding road
A player's turf
Anywhere but here
Today I laughed without mirth
And bought you wine and beer
I laid on the floor and cried
Wore a new dress
Started a diet
Pretence is my only defence
Against losing you
Although I know you've gone

Monday 3 March 2008

Letting go!

Letting go


Cut the cord

Cut the cord that binds me to you

My heart beats for you

Muscles contract, muscles relax

Impulses shoot along their neural pathways

All for you.


To see you, to smell you,

to touch your skin

causes an Implosion within my fragile skull

My obsessive need for you

A black hole

Distorting space and time

With my hunger and need


Cut the cord, cut the cord

I am a vortex

An empty space never to be filled

By tepid affection

and half-hearted regard

Where is the fire?

Where is the searing heat of passion?


It is time to let you go

Time to cut the cord the binds me to you

But not you to me

Extinguish my obsession

Quench my red hot madness

Oh but the fear. The uncertainty!

Will my heart continue to beat

if it no longer beats for you?